I want to go to sleep, but at the same time I don't.

Past couple of days have been kinda hellish at work. Today was just... I was on the verge of quitting, I think. The stress is getting to me, but they need me there.

Found out that I have a 15-year-old half-sister. I'm gonna write her a letter, and if things go well, I'll see about visiting her in the summer when I go out east. The Philidelphia Zoo has red pandas :3

I've... also found myself less connected to things. Don't really want to comment about it here right now. Maybe later, when I've gathered my thoughts more? I dunno. I mean, I thought I was growing out of some things and then it turns out my roommate just kinda... kills things for me. By... talking to much. God I both anticipate and dread the day he moves out.

Been on a couple date-things with a guy named Shane. He's adorable and funny and far too awesome for me. I've discovered that I can't hold a conversation, even with the courage juice known as Absolut with Cranberry Cocktail. Thanks, Mom, your son is turning into a regular alchy. XD

Shane's a good guy. I don't know where things are going with him, but even if they don't pan out in a romantic manner, I have a new friend. A gay friend. I have very few IRL gay friends. There's Seth, who I met through a now ex-coworker, Chris. And there's Junior, one of my coworkers. He's a cool guy. After I shaved my head this week, he invited me over to his place to help me clean my hair up, as I did a really bad job this time around. Got ot hang out with him and his boyfriend, who's a very cool guy. Junior lives in a co-op, which I think used to be a frat house, and it's frelling awesome.

Oh, the title of this post is the name of a song I was listening to over and over again. It's catchy and it made my mood a little better after badworkdayfromhell. That and talkign to my friends, who I really don't deserve and they're gonna kill me when they see I wrote this. Oops!

Good night/morning, Baragumi

- Adam

I already have a damn LJ. I won't be writing anything major in this D: