I'm definitely a fanatic of Final Fantasy 7~ its the very first RPG I played and up to now I just love it more and more. I manage to grab myself a DVD of Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children.

I sure do love Tifa (go girl- the best female Final Fantasy character ever!!!!), she's my strongest character I boosted. I just wish there's more scene of Cid and Barrett(definitely bara materials- yumm.)

what are your guy's favorite anime/manga/live action/vidoe games?

A friend of mine send this message through my email, and now I think I'm being paranoid. Some stuffs, I think are true, but then again - some stuffs I'm still doubting. But one thing is for sure- it gives me the creeps making me a little paranoid.  There's no harm done in believing though(hey, it can keep you bara guys healthy )None the less, I'll let you guys decide. Here's the freaking message:

CANCEROUS FOODS / PRODUCTS

INSTANT NOODLES
Dear instant noodle lovers,
Make sure you break for at least 3 days after one session of instant noodles before you eat your next packet! Please read the info shared to me by a doctor. My family stopped eating instant noodles more than 5 years ago after hearing about the wax coating the noodles - the wax is not just in the Styrofoam containers but it coats the noodles. This is why the instant noodles do not stick to each other when cooking.

If one were to examine the ordinary Chinese yellow noodles in the market, one will notice that, in their uncooked state the noodles are oily. This layer of oil prevents the noodles from sticking together.

Wanton noodles in their uncooked state have been dusted with flour to prevent them sticking together. When the hawker cooks the noodles, notice he cooks them in hot water and then rinses them in cold water before cooking them in hot water again. This process is repeated several times before the noodles are ready to be served. The cooking and rinsing process prevents noodles from sticking together.

The hawker then "lowers the noodles in oil and sauce to prevent the noodles from sticking if they are to be served dry. Cooking instructions for spaghetti require oil or butter to be added in the water when boiling the spaghetti to prevent the pasta from sticking together. Otherwise, one gets a big clump of spaghetti!

There was an SBC (now TCS) actor some years ago, who at a busy time of his career had no time to cook, resorted to eating instant noodles everyday. He got cancer later on. His doctor told him about the wax in instant noodles. The doctor told him that our body will need up to 2 days to clear the wax. There was also an SIA steward who after moving out from his mother's house into his own house, did not cook but ate instant noodles almost every meal. He had cancer, and has since died from it.

Nowadays the instant noodles are referred as "cancer noodles".

BARBECUE LOVERS 
If you all eat Barbecue, don't ever forget to eat the cucumber, because eating barbecue together with carbon after barbequing can cause cancer.
But we have a cure for that... Cucumber should be eaten after we eat the barbecue because barbecue has carcinogen (a cancer causing element) but cucumber is anti-carcinogenic. So don't forget to eat the cucumber the next time you have Satay's.


PRAWNS  & VIT C
DO NOT eat shrimp / prawn if you have just taken VITAMIN C pills!!
This will cause you to DIE in ARSENIC (As) toxication within HOURS!!


PORK AWARENESS
Try this and see whether the pork you bought has worms. There goes with your "Bak Kut Teh" for those who love it. Most men love to eat this so watch out before it's too late. If you pours Coke (yes, the soda) on a slab of pork, wait a little while, you will SEE WORMS crawl out of it. A message from the Health Corporation of Singapore about the bad effects of pork consumption. Pig's bodies contain MANY TOXINS, WORM and LATENT DISEASES.

Although some of these infestations are harboured in other animals, modern veterinarians say that pigs are far MORE PREDISPOSED to these illnesses than other animals. This could be because PIGS like to SCAVENGE and will eat ANY kind of food, INCLUDING dead insects, worms, rotting carcasses, excreta including their own, garbage, and other pigs. INFLUENZA (flu) is one of the MOST famous illnesses which pigs share with humans. This illness is harboured in the LUNGS of pigs during the summer months and tends to affect pigs and human in the cooler months.

Sausage contains bits of pigs' lungs, so those who EAT pork sausage tend to SUFFER MORE during EPIDEMICS of INFLUENZA. Pig meat contains EXCESSIVE quantities of HISTAMINE and IMIDAZOLE compounds, which can lead to ITCHING and INFLAMMATION; GROWTH HORMONE which PROMOTES INFLAMMATION and growth; sulphur containing mesenchymal mucus which leads to SWELLING and deposits of MUCUS in tendons and cartilage, resulting in ATHRITIS, RHEUMATISM, etc.
Sulphur helps cause FIRM human tendons and ligaments to be replaced by the pig's soft mesenchymal tissues, and degeneration of human cartilage.

Eating pork can also lead to GALLSTONES and OBESITY, probably due to its HIGH CHOLESTEROL and SATURATED FAT content. The pig is the MAIN CARRIER of the TAENIE SOLIUM WORM, which is found in its flesh. These tapeworms are found in human intestines with greater frequency in nations where pigs are eaten. This type of tapeworm can pass through the intestines and affect many other organs, and is incurable once it reaches beyond a certain stage. One in six people in the US and Canada has RICHINOSIS from eating trichina worms, which are found in pork.

Many people have NO SYMPTOMS to warm them of this, and when they do, they resemble symptoms of many other illnesses. These worms are NOT noticed during meat inspections..


SHAMPOO
Cancer-causing substance in shampoos. Go home and check your shampoo. Change before it's too late... Check the ingredients listed on your shampoo bottle, and see they have a substance by the name of Sodium Laureth Sulfate, or simply SLS. This substance is found in most shampoos; manufacturers use it because it produces a lot of foam and it is cheap. BUT the fact is, SLS is used to scrub garage floors, and it is very strong!!! It is also proven that it can cause cancer in the long run, and this is no joke. Shampoos that contains SLS: Vo5, Palmolive, Paul Mitchell, L'Oreal, the new Hemp Shampoo from Body Shop etc. contain this substance.

The first ingredient listed (which means it is the single most prevalent ingredient) in Clairol's Herbal Essences is Sodium Laureth Sulfate. Therefore, I called one company, and I told them their product contains a substance that will cause people to have cancer. They said, Yeah we knew about it but there is nothing we can do about it because we need that substance to produce foam. By the way Colgate toothpaste also contains the same substance to produce the "bubbles". They said they are going to send me some information.

Research has shown that in the 1980s, the chance of getting cancer is 1 out of 8000 and now, in the 1990s, the chances of getting cancer is 1 out of 3, which is very serious. Therefore, I hope that you will take this seriously and pass this on to all the people you know, and hopefully, we can stop "giving" ourselves cancer-causing agents.

I already have a damn LJ. I won't be writing anything major in this D:

If  anyone knows any good sites to find hot bara comics, art, etc. let me know! Please and thank you! :)

I've been single since.... woah, forever. Never been into any as in seriously, as in NEVER been in a relationship with someone. Fling?~ yup. Me lonely??? NOOOO!!!!!But then again, Im not saying no to a BARA applicant who wants to you know what.              

I spent valentine's day with me, myself and I....And boy, we have a threesome.    I enjoyed V. day reading bara mangas. As long as I got my bara mangas it's like V. day everyday!!!!!

Belated HAPPY VALENTINES DAY you people.

Guh so i'm not so hip at this keeping up my blog buisness it seems. So I'll write a new entry.

Not much has happened since my last entry, though the way i write it will seem otherwise. Spencer and I are still together... and still havent had sex yet. Timing is the most frustrating thing ever.... although like me, Spencer is very patient. Still, It would be nice if I could get the chance to, you know, FUCK MY BOYFRIEND without something comming up. Last time we tried I got kinda turned off cause he hadn't trimmed his fingernails... anyways...

Work Work Work. Currently my city is enduring a bus strike. All public transit has come to a stop. Cabs and paratranspo are still around, however one is expensive, and the other I don't exactly have the requisites to use. Maybe I'll remove a limb... least i won't have to walk to work. I've been contemplating learning how to drive... I know, 22 and I don't know how... kinda sad. Actually, to say I don't know how is not entirely true. However I don't have the legal documentation that ALLOWS me to drive without looking over my shoulder. So I spend most of my time inside playing video games. I never thought that I would come to find them boring, but I just am feeling so... done. That and I have no one to play them WITH other than Joe and smash bros. 

Speaking of Joe, we got into a slight quibble last night. He takes things really personally sometimes. He's been trying to teach me to get better at smash bros, specificly with shiek. I made it sound like I never enjoyed playing shiek, which isnt entirely true. I do like shiek, but when I first played brawl I realized how much her gameplay had changed and I lost faith. For some reason Joe took it apon himself to try and restore my lost faith. He remains adamant that he never forced my hand, which is true, but he was very adamant that I keep trying and not give up. So I didnt. Now that I AM better as shiek I enjoy her much more, but apon confessing the frustrations and tribulations of getting better, Joe seemed to think i was ungrateful for what he had done. This is when I was put in a tight spot. See. Part of me wants to say "get over yourself its just a video game. Your taking this way to seriously" and the other part is saying "well you ARE being a bit dramatic pj."  Sometimes I say really harsh and exagerated things about my feelings to get a reaction out of people. Aparantly Joe Bought into this a little too much and took it very literally.  

*sigh* At the end of the day we kind of resolved things... though I still think he took it way to personally... and it IS just a game. But I know that joe doesnt see things the same way... so I've learned to use discresion with my wording. 

Work work work. My job is mostly okay, but lately I've been more and more tired. Not tired of the job, or the staff, but physicly tired. Althought I did not sleep well last night. I really like my job, for the most part. Obviously there are days where I really hate it and want to go home (today was one of those days) but I do my best to take thins in stride. 

ahhh. so, i'm pretty much out of steam... like I said, not a lot has happened and I'm too tired to write about anything intersting so. Have this mediocre blog post. :P 

-Edi out- Vm

Stock build. Nothing exciting. Picture me sitting in front of a laptop. A bowl of rice to my left, my fingers typing absent mindedly. Waiting for inspiration. *sigh*

Sometimes I wonder what I'm doing with my spare time. Sure I listen to piles of music, and dance in my room hoping one day i'll work up the balls to get back into formal training. But I wonder, what am I really DOING with myself. I have a plan, an outline, a concept of what I will do. Yet I feel like I'm so far from realizing it. Days like today I feel especially... down. I'm not a very depressed person, at least not anymore, but lately things just seem to be loosing their momentum. The simple things I found such joy in are slowly loosing their vibrance. I really feel this is something I need to correct, because if I don't I'm going to wind up an emotional mess. Again. 

The drama queen in me wants to let me slide backwards. The progress I've made edges me forwards. Either way I find myself stuck.

I found an injured mouse in the middle of the road today. I thought it was dead at first, however its beedy black eyes and the slight movement told me otherwise. I always feel really sad when I find injured animals. Partly because I know that there really isn't anything I can do. But I always try. Even if it turns out to make things worse in the end. I scooped this mouse up out of the snow and into my hands. I told him that it was okay. That I wasn't going to let anything hurt him further. I think a part of his intestines were hanging out of his tummy... or maybe his penis was frozen or something. Either way, this strange protrusion did not bode well for this poor little mamal.

Distressed and confused I didn't quite know what to do. I stood for a while, contemplating my options. I wanted to call my work and ask if they would store it... but the health inspector in me told me that it would not be wise. To bring it all the way to my house just to have it die under my care would be thoughtless and only prolong its suffering.

So I called my boyfriend and started walking. As always Spencer consoled me and told me I was a wonderful person... but I couldnt help but feel like I could be doing more... even though I knew I couldnt. The little mouse was, at that point, curled tightly in a ball in my hand. My warmth was something I would more than gratefully share and since it was all i had to offer I did my best. I curled my hands around the small creature to keep it from freezing.

Ironicly, Spencer persuaded that I simply let nature take its course, and set it down in a safe patch of snow. The snow was soft, and made an ample and comfortable resting place. Hopefully winters cold embrace would slow its heart, and it would fall into a permanent sleep. This is whats on my mind... Were my actions for the best? Did I really do everything i could?...

I'm not so concerned for the mouses life, as its fate is not my choosing, but it made me consider that maybe I have to consider my own actions more carefully. I wonder why I consider my actions for a mouse over my own choices. I wonder if the pat I've planned for myself is right, and if I see it through will I be happy with what I've done? I worry that I will loose my drive, my inspiration. the same inspiration that took years to recover, even partially. 

*sigh* 

Uninspired, but seeking.

Edi- out. 

So I got a copy of Kensuke the Fish Dealer two weeks ago.. I am loving it and found good raw scans online as well (cauz I can never figure out how to get a good scan from a book).  So I am translating it as best I can (not doing too bad).  It isn't very complicated and I could probably get the idea from flipping through it... but there is something fun about slowly following the story as I translate..  and then I'll have it for my KindleDX in a nice PDF!  I am at 32 pages and still going forward.. luckily work is slow right now and I have a good internet connection to help ^_^;

I also got his Prisoner Under the Moon books...  I HIGHLY recommend buying the original books even if you find scanlations.. the books are beautiful hardcover editions... those might sit on the shelf for a few months though as I am not sure I am going to be THAT ambitious to translate them soon (and I have a crush on Kensuke, right now)

I once again play Granado Espada, I have the account for over 2 years now. The game is really good, specially the graphics. The main pic on the folder is one of my character named Silver - he is a Scout(healer/support). If you love Final Fantasy play this game. I'm also shocked to discover today that there's a new winged item - and it's dedicated to Final Fantasy's Sephiroth. Damn, too bad I cant afford to load up now .

Gracielo(recruited character using the Book of Wind stance/technique):

Gascon(recruited character using the Book of Earth stance/technique):

Bullet(Musketeer)[basic character who can use a pistol or rifle]:

The word ~ I LOVE YOU.....

doesnt come from the LIPS, it comes from the HEART.

does not have to be TOLD, it has to be SHOWN.

does not have to be GIVEN, it has to be PROVEN.

^_^ V

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO YOU GUYS!!!!!